Post by Kender on Dec 21, 2005 16:14:07 GMT -5
i am still alive. i have been busy lately, thou i cannot for the life of me remember what ive spent all my time doing.
I got mice...feeder mice. Some jerk ditched them in the parking lot at work in a petco box. f*cker!
The cleaning crew found um and asked around if anyone wanted them. so Andy took them and Andy brought them to me. i got a cage and all that pet stuff, So now i have 3 mice. two albinos and a brown one. i color the albinos with crayola Markers. i have a blue mouse and a pink mouse.
Ive had this feeling of unhappiness lately. i think it is because i am unhappy with how my life has turned out. where am i? what am i doing? where am i going?
i dont have any of the answers.
it might be the seasion.
This seasion is always difficult for me. i am not a fan of christmas... in fact its my lest fav holliday. This christmas will be differant in all manners of the term. Lilly is actualy going to be awake and walking around, participating this christmas... not the lump of baby flesh she was last year.
My father will actualy be in town to spend the holliday with my sister and i. this is the first time in over 5 years.
The other hand, my mother will not be there. She wont ever be there anymore. That is what really bothers me. i miss her... alot. my mother and i where not very close. i never had the bond that my sister did with her... it doesn't change the hurt thou.
I got mice...feeder mice. Some jerk ditched them in the parking lot at work in a petco box. f*cker!
The cleaning crew found um and asked around if anyone wanted them. so Andy took them and Andy brought them to me. i got a cage and all that pet stuff, So now i have 3 mice. two albinos and a brown one. i color the albinos with crayola Markers. i have a blue mouse and a pink mouse.
Ive had this feeling of unhappiness lately. i think it is because i am unhappy with how my life has turned out. where am i? what am i doing? where am i going?
i dont have any of the answers.
it might be the seasion.
This seasion is always difficult for me. i am not a fan of christmas... in fact its my lest fav holliday. This christmas will be differant in all manners of the term. Lilly is actualy going to be awake and walking around, participating this christmas... not the lump of baby flesh she was last year.
My father will actualy be in town to spend the holliday with my sister and i. this is the first time in over 5 years.
The other hand, my mother will not be there. She wont ever be there anymore. That is what really bothers me. i miss her... alot. my mother and i where not very close. i never had the bond that my sister did with her... it doesn't change the hurt thou.