Post by Kender on Aug 29, 2005 19:28:01 GMT -5
well today i got a bit of sleep. i was woken up at about 6:30am by my mother calling for water. every time i would fall back asleep again she would call for me. this went on until 8am. had a smoke and searched for the TV controller was MIA for hours. cleaned the kitchen with Julie...
then Rob came home for lunch and told me that the controller is behind the arm chair at about noon. I felt stupid. everything was pretty much normal.
The Hospice lady came to check on my mom... she comes back Wednesday. normal stuff. Except Julie is a nut job. All day she had been after Meg and myself to take pictures. OK sure. Neither Meg or i where very shot in the head about this so where pretty laggy on the whole deal. putting it off. I was online pricing cars because i am in the market to buy soon... Meg was watching ER.
i mean who really wants to take pictures with there dying mother? who really wants to remember her like that? obviously Julie does. Freaking weirdo!
SO we take the bloody pictures. after wards i see Julie struggling with the Baby gate to close it. so i tease her a little, like a sister would at such moments and show her what shes doing wrong. no big deal right? no she lost her bleeding mind. she completely exploded. i understand its a stressful time... everyone is stressed, but hostility isn't making the stress any better. So i Leave the room, like i normally would in such occasions. fight or flight. I flight.
Meg and Julie are screaming at each other and almost brawl. Poor Lilly probably thought the fires of Hell where coming down. When i heard Lilly start to cry in fear for her Mommy, i snatched her up and left the room. no 10 month old should see there mommy yelling like that... or someone get physically threatening to her either. so i grabbed Lilly... and i continued on my Car search.
I seriously have never heard anything more retarded in my life than the things that came out of my sister Julie's mouth. i wonder about her mental stability. she has these paranoid fantasies in her head and you cannot reason with her.
Her ex-husband tried to kill her... i believe that about as much as monkeys fly out of MY ass every night at 4am on full moons. The her thoughts that My sister and i have been shooting her nasty looks... etc etc. Her life is so hard... but it always is hard to her. I'm sorry, SO IS EVERYONES LIFE. why is her life any harder? OK so she lost everything when she left her husband... that was a few years ago. about 6 to be exact. her credit is f*cked up... pay your credit card bills then and stop buying worthless crap...like clothing that you never wear. two closets full and yet she sticks with the things she wore in the early 90's. mm OK. her oldest daughter is almost 18... her son is 10 or 11. who i might add is such a mamas boy that he has to sleep in the same room and bed as Julie. now don't get me wrong i love my niece and nephew. they are great... just there isn't something right about a 11 year old boy still sleeping with his mommy. a serious borderline "Oedipus complex". Julie hadn't see our mom in about a year... before that it was about 5 or 6 years and never called anyone to check up on her...send money...anything. Meg took care of everything...and i helped when i had the means to. Normally it was money wise. Now Meg goes to school, works, looks after her 10 month old daughter Lilly and our dying mom & <i>trying</i> to carry a social life She has taken such responsibilities since she was 18.
I work, look after Lilly and our mom... as well as trying to carry out a social life. i am building my noncredit... with a cell phone i bought THIS year...its already been turned off once. i don't have a real home or a car. I only just now got my eye prescription done... 3 years TOO late. i am only just now getting my life in order. Her life isn't any harder than ours. i may not have children but i have Lilly and thats pretty damn close.
I'm sick of Julie being so narrow minded that she thinks only about herself. Always whats wrong with her life. she doesn't think about anyone else. i love Julie shes my sister but she like almost 40 and still thinks like she is 18.
Julie needs to seriously reevaluate her priorities. i know I'm pretty f*cked up in my life...but dude I'm 20. I'm suppose to be f*cked up. shes almost 40 with 2 kids and her life is much as the same as mine...except she doesn't take her clothing off for money. What is it with all these bloody crazy people in my life!?
Sometimes i want to throw Julie in front a pack of stampeding mange mountain goats with multiple personality disorders that think they are are bananas thet fly.
then Rob came home for lunch and told me that the controller is behind the arm chair at about noon. I felt stupid. everything was pretty much normal.
The Hospice lady came to check on my mom... she comes back Wednesday. normal stuff. Except Julie is a nut job. All day she had been after Meg and myself to take pictures. OK sure. Neither Meg or i where very shot in the head about this so where pretty laggy on the whole deal. putting it off. I was online pricing cars because i am in the market to buy soon... Meg was watching ER.
i mean who really wants to take pictures with there dying mother? who really wants to remember her like that? obviously Julie does. Freaking weirdo!
SO we take the bloody pictures. after wards i see Julie struggling with the Baby gate to close it. so i tease her a little, like a sister would at such moments and show her what shes doing wrong. no big deal right? no she lost her bleeding mind. she completely exploded. i understand its a stressful time... everyone is stressed, but hostility isn't making the stress any better. So i Leave the room, like i normally would in such occasions. fight or flight. I flight.
Meg and Julie are screaming at each other and almost brawl. Poor Lilly probably thought the fires of Hell where coming down. When i heard Lilly start to cry in fear for her Mommy, i snatched her up and left the room. no 10 month old should see there mommy yelling like that... or someone get physically threatening to her either. so i grabbed Lilly... and i continued on my Car search.
I seriously have never heard anything more retarded in my life than the things that came out of my sister Julie's mouth. i wonder about her mental stability. she has these paranoid fantasies in her head and you cannot reason with her.
Her ex-husband tried to kill her... i believe that about as much as monkeys fly out of MY ass every night at 4am on full moons. The her thoughts that My sister and i have been shooting her nasty looks... etc etc. Her life is so hard... but it always is hard to her. I'm sorry, SO IS EVERYONES LIFE. why is her life any harder? OK so she lost everything when she left her husband... that was a few years ago. about 6 to be exact. her credit is f*cked up... pay your credit card bills then and stop buying worthless crap...like clothing that you never wear. two closets full and yet she sticks with the things she wore in the early 90's. mm OK. her oldest daughter is almost 18... her son is 10 or 11. who i might add is such a mamas boy that he has to sleep in the same room and bed as Julie. now don't get me wrong i love my niece and nephew. they are great... just there isn't something right about a 11 year old boy still sleeping with his mommy. a serious borderline "Oedipus complex". Julie hadn't see our mom in about a year... before that it was about 5 or 6 years and never called anyone to check up on her...send money...anything. Meg took care of everything...and i helped when i had the means to. Normally it was money wise. Now Meg goes to school, works, looks after her 10 month old daughter Lilly and our dying mom & <i>trying</i> to carry a social life She has taken such responsibilities since she was 18.
I work, look after Lilly and our mom... as well as trying to carry out a social life. i am building my noncredit... with a cell phone i bought THIS year...its already been turned off once. i don't have a real home or a car. I only just now got my eye prescription done... 3 years TOO late. i am only just now getting my life in order. Her life isn't any harder than ours. i may not have children but i have Lilly and thats pretty damn close.
I'm sick of Julie being so narrow minded that she thinks only about herself. Always whats wrong with her life. she doesn't think about anyone else. i love Julie shes my sister but she like almost 40 and still thinks like she is 18.
Julie needs to seriously reevaluate her priorities. i know I'm pretty f*cked up in my life...but dude I'm 20. I'm suppose to be f*cked up. shes almost 40 with 2 kids and her life is much as the same as mine...except she doesn't take her clothing off for money. What is it with all these bloody crazy people in my life!?
Sometimes i want to throw Julie in front a pack of stampeding mange mountain goats with multiple personality disorders that think they are are bananas thet fly.